I need to be commited

I was so excited to start this blog then never went anywhere with it.  I need to do a little sprucing up to make this page look like something someone may want to read.  This is how I am, I get new ideas and all these things I want to do and then...nothing.
Now I am at a time in my life where big changes need to take place.  I need to find a new job (one that will offer health insurance) I need to wrangle in my debt as my upcoming insurance costs (if I don't get a new job) and my daughters daycare costs have added a large sum to my monthly budget.  I need to write a resume, this is scary as I have been at the same job for 5 years, and start applying.  I tend to get so nervouse I do nothing.  Total paralysis.  This needs to end.
So I write.  Wish me luck.